oo8.

okay so it's been a few days. chris has had the past few days off. i'm definitely feeling a looootttt better than the other day when his mom was pissing me &him off. she came &got his money &we all talked &it was good. [:

anyway, he has had the past couple days off &all we did was stay home &spent the days together. it was awesome. i never get to spend time with him anymore cuz he's always working. ]: he gets out at 10 so not too long from now. i had to bring my little cousin to a dance. aw, how cute. he's nine &going to school dances. i miss him being younger. lol. they are growing up so fast. i remember when i used to change their smelly ass diapers. i have to pick him up from the dance at 9:45.

i <3 playing rockband2 with chris. we always have so much fun. we bought a movie off the tv last night &watched dance flick. it was okay. not as good as i thought it was going to be. i still haven't seen paranormal activity &i really really really wanna see it bad, even though i heard that it wasn't too too scary. fuck them! i wanna see it. lol.

sooo, for christmas for my little cousin nina, i think i'm going to sew her &make her a pillow. a pillow that is going to match her curtains my grandmother is making her &her blanket that my grandmother is making her. her room is going to be matching &it's going to be pretty. [: i <3 my little cousins. hehe.


soooo, i want to get drunk.
period.

i don't know why, but i just do.

maybe i should go get high. i think so.
so i'll update tomorrow cuz later i will
be toooo busy with my bby. [:
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